“The Lord delights in those who fear him, who put their hope in his unfailing love.” Psalm 147:11
One of the greatest consolations in the world is getting a glimpse of God making lemonade out of your lemons (or limoncello, paisan).
I finally know why I have MRKH/infertility. It’s because of the Fall of Man and the general evil and sin existing in the world from the beginning. That’s it. That’s all. That’s why.
What has recently become therapeutic for me is exploring the what now.
I’ve been dealt a lemon, thanks to the existing evil in the natural world. How am I going to give this lemon to God and let Him create something beautiful with it?
I’m coming to believe that this is what “hope” means for those dealing with suffering or grief. We get so hung up on “hope” meaning waiting for a baby, a miraculous cure, or whatever kind of candy we can get from the miracle store. But that’s not how it works. Hope means believing that there will be something beautiful to come. God will turn our lemons to lemonade, and our limes into Key Lime Pie. If we place our hope in Him, God will make sure that our suffering is used to create a greater good.
The best part is when you being to sense the wonderful things coming from His kitchen.